“Empty-handed I came into the world…
Barefoot I’m gonna leave it…
My coming and my going…
Two undemanding trials…
That got entwined…
Ginisha, died “month-date, year”!
Like a dew drop on a lotus leaf…
I’ll disappear forever into a mirror world”
Monthly Archives: May 2009
Suicide
I run to my room and lock the door,
I can’t stand the pain; I can’t stand it any longer.
I go to the drawer for that deadly capsule,
Knowing that this one will help out or exterminate.
My mum received the letter of suicide,
She’s wondering if her daughter is now dead or alive.
She pounded and said, open the door.
I said, No, you do not have your daughter anymore.
She said, why, daughter, are you doing this?
I said I love you and blew her a kiss.
I took the capsule, then my life started to faint,
Probability for my continued existence was really slim.
The door flung open with terrific power,
This was such an awful instant.
Why did I have to end my life?
Why did I cause her strain and strife?
Something was erroneous inside my head,
Sorry, Mum, your daughter is now dead.
